Week 32

Much the same as my last entry really. No real change, just bigger! Some days I feel really bloated and uncomfortable - not sure if that is the amount of amniotic fluid or the fact that there's not much room left inside for food or drinks. I am trying to eat little and often and have smaller portions.

I am going through a very sensitive patch where I feel really undervalued and at times get quite agitated - and this gets me down. Being with constant aches and pains and not sleeping too well only adds to my frustrations. There have been quite a few arguments over the past few weeks and I am starting to worry about how unstable things feel at home. It's a horrible time, I feel really unhappy about it. Being pregnant is a toll on every aspect of my physical and emotional being and I am feeling it much more acutely than I did with Stefan. Because of this I have to rely heavily on those around me to help, and I feel distraught (heightened or not) when I am let down - however minor it seems to everyone else. Things seem really out of perspective in our relationship. We are both pretty upset about the whole thing.